The Car

it was good getting over the one month before getting the new ride. the cravings were so few by that point i was ready for the next step. everything will have to be a step since everything i did, i did with booze. Drinking and driving was one of my favorite pass times so getting that past me will be just like getting past being home and not drinking. On that same token, just like playing pool without drinking, i am going to have go get used to being on the water without drinking. Either way, if i was on land, on water, sitting, standing, walking, driving, relaxing or stressing, i was drinking. so its a good reminder that i am essentially having to re-learn how to live a life sober. it doesnt sound as crazy in my head so im glad i wrote this shit down. its going to be an interesting summer. camping will be tough for sure.